I ask for something to eat im hungry as a halk

So after a long time away im back old faithful blog. Thank you to angela because of her i want to start mine back up again.

Shit life, its complicated. To complicated to explain to annoying to explain to wonderful.
But im getting through it one day at a time. Just listing to dylan play his harmonica ill be better soon.

Thats a man that can touch you with his songs. If you listen to him the right days you can understand everything hes talking about, you understand the pain the joy the sadness that he talks about in his songs. He didn't bullshit people (untill he got all eh look at me im bob dylan and i can do whatever i want, but he got out of that) he was truthful with his songs, or atleast it feels that way.

Since it wouldn't be much of a blog if i didn't go onto some long drawn out thing about it ill do it.

Its weird you know, even now there are some times when i see that shes feeling sad or something and i just want to be able to talk to her and ask her why and try and make her smile like she use to at me. But i know thats not my job anymore, or my pleasure. So i have to sit and watch and never know why it is. That sucks i guess but im not sad anymore. We all go our separate ways. I've had far to many of my friends that have, and i can't stop them. If i did i wouldn't be a friend, a friend knows they have to let some people leave and let them become there own person, and not be mad when that person isn't exactly like they use to be. A friend is accepting.

I know that if one of my friends who i haven't talked to in ages came up to me seeking advice i would give it to them. If your a friend to everyone, everyones a friend to you. But that doesn't replace the small number that are true. true friends are hard to come by, dont let them fade away. You know? It's hard especially during teenage highschool years, when everyone becomes involved in different things and finds there own path, friends will fade. And it sucks and it will hurt, time heals all but it might not heal that.

I live by the rule dont do anything your going to regret, im always apologizing for everything, because i dont want my last conversation with someone to be how much i hate them, rather how much they impact my life in such a positive way. You know?

anywho im done for today. Go crazy

-peace-