it sucks

It sucks that you dont even care that were not friends anymore. but i dont really care that much because you never wanted a friend you wanted something else i dont even know.

It sucks that you aren't my friend anymore too, that you have changed so much that we cant even talk anymore. I guess that can apply to two people.

it sucks that somehow im just drifting apart from everyone whos my friend and everything like that. it sucks that no matter how many blogs i write i get no closer to the truth of whats going on.
It sucks that i spend my summer days alone because i dont have anyone who wants to hang out anymore.

It sucks that i cant even find a crush. And by that i mean i cant even find one girl who i like which is odd for me, there is absolutely no one at all that i like and its a weird feeling.
It sucks that the one summer that i have off is going to be spent hanging alone or maybe with one other person. because for some reason my friends have decided to get mad at me.

It sucks that at this point i dont mean that much to anyone. Because its true that if i just stopped talking no one would be like oh hey what happened to cody? well maybe they would but only for a second.

It sucks that im so bored i have to write yet another blog to wallow in my own self pity.
it sucks that no one really gets how it is, they all say get over it but they really dont understand what its like to be a guy like me, or atleast the ones that say get over dont.